Mistchiff

I feel quite motivated and purposefull recently. a lot of good artists have shown me the wonders of photoshop. now its up to me to use the tools. And the googlehangouts are really a motivational factor actually it's way beyond expectations i think im in the right mindset to create again. Iv'e been a bit of a fool but as with everything its easier to have someone to ask then have some video or written form to teach you. The brain Sort of short circuits iv'e noticed when you get to much information i guess this is what happens when you teach anyone anything really. You have to accept that you are learning and take it in strides If this is

As is the rule of life everything keeps going wether someone dies or a disaster happens. I guess what really has to be recognised is that even though something is gone new doors may open and some new Realisations may occur. I guess i actually can Draw some good stuff and i still have much more to learn i will be broadcasting a lot of my work Live you can talk to me say im shit or praise my work its up to you.' https://plus.google.com/u/0/b/117180556729492833296/117180556729492833296/posts Thats the link will probebly try to get out as much stuff as possible on there.

This was a chance for us to grow as a company however We got backstabbed and they just said we arent allowed to use their product to sell anymore. basicly just stop what you are doing customer relations everything. just stop. I was gutted by the sudden news. apparently they had gone to a bigger partner in sweden. So we became useless. In any case i felt complete shit because we believed in the company we worked for and the product. I felt the only healing i could do was to draw get my mind off of things. iv'e been trying to be something that i dont think i really am. I'm not a sales person. or a very Strongly social person. But i als